So last night I finished watching this independent Bollywood movie called "We are family" it was a hard movie to get through. The whole premise of the movie is that the mother is dying and her ex-husband and girlfriend are trying to blend the family and take care of the mother.
I think that I cried half way through the movie. Not the kind of crying one does at the thought of something sad but hysterical cant catch your breath cry. I should have just stopped watching, I mean I knew she was going to die and everything would work out but I like to torture myself with that kind of stuff. I have no idea why, maybe because I have never had to experience that kind of pain before, maybe because I am terrified of dying and leaving Hunter alone in this world? Who knows really, maybe I am just sick in the head! Whatever the reason was I loved the movie and it made me appreciate my life a little more and hug my son a little tighter when I went to bed. Now I just have to get through today with swollen eyes and a puffy I have been up all night crying face.
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